BF's past with orgies - Vanilla image - but kinky evidence

2021.10.22 19:59 collegekid98 BF's past with orgies - Vanilla image - but kinky evidence

My boyfriend (25) and I (23) have been dating for 2 years. Our relationship has had its ups and downs, as any relationship would. We are both in therapy, and have been personally improving ourselves greatly. We separated for roughly 3 months and have recently touched base again (dating).

One of the things that keeps resurfacing for me, that is bothersome is his past with orgies. When we first started dating, a few weeks in, he asked to go to a regularly scheduled orgy. He expressed that the first time he went it was bad, and he didn't have intercourse with anyone, so he wanted to give it a second round and enjoy himself. Given our relationship was fresh and new, I was open to him going without me (because I wasn't invited). A few days later he decided that it wasn't fair to me for him to go. So he didn't go. Months after this I kept getting hung up on why someone would just 'not go'. He watches orgy porn often and seems to continue to fantasize about it. We've had multiple conflict leading to nowhere about why he just doesn't go. He frames a story that he wants monogamy more than an orgy.

Flash forward 6 months after our separation (we have been back together for 3 months). A couple of days ago I stumbled upon a google doc on a twitter account of a friend. This google doc sounded like the orgy he once did attend and wanted to again. I read this document more than 15+ times. The entire document was galaxies a part from the guy I've been shown, told about, and convinced of. My heart seemed to shatter in a million pieces. I never did have the details of this orgy when we first had these conversations early on in our relationship and continued to pop up throughout. Though, throughout our relationship we have discovered that I was more kinky than he was. He professed to be extremely vanilla, soft, and not explorative. Throughout our entire relationship this has been the case: he doesn't experiment in bed, he doesn't profess to be kinky, and he has painted an entire image and convinced me of who he is as a person. But this orgy was far, far, far from who he convinced me he was for nearly 2 years. He made me feel like my assumptions of his kinkiness were ridiculous, false, and downplayed most of what I thought may have been the case. Eventually I forced myself to believe him I guess to salvage the relationship. Then this google document. This orgy was CLEARLY explained, CONCISE, and even had a rude undertone. This orgy was intended for: cum dumping, bareback (NOWHERE were condoms mentioned). **Also note I was the FIRST person he ever had sex without a condom in his life.** This orgy was kinky, sloppy, and more. The person he painted an image of was: prep, condoms, missionary style sex with little to nothing else, hooked up very rarely. He is a "put the dick in the ass, a few pumps/ trust (2 minutes maybe)", and nothing else. I pressured this for nearly 2 years, because I couldn't convince myself that someone who wanted orgies was vanilla (one of the most vanilla people I've ever met in my life). Again, I read the document and here is what happens..

I brought it up and this unfolded into a 5 hour conflict. He again downplayed my argument, even though I now had proof that what he was attending was NOTHING similar or worlds close to who he told me he was as a person. He used the same old argument as before "I want you" "I want monogamy" "that isn't me" etc etc. Yet to this day he still watches orgy porn and who knows what else. He NEVER admitted to why there is a HUGE mismatch between the person I have been convinced he is for the past 2 years vs. the document that I just read. His argument, as I said, was NO different than the argument he used when I was assuming things about his sexual desires and orgies in the past.

Now I was no longer assuming and was clearly questioning the black and white in front of my eyes in this document. His argument was that "he didn't get that out of the document" but NOBODY logically or intelligent would have perceived ANYTHING different.

This document was incredibly clear, concise, rude, blatant, and expressed from A-Z WHO, WHAT, WHY, WHEN, this was for. It even criticized people like him. People who wanted to wear condoms, people who were nervous, etc. It was entire universes away from the person he made me believe he is. He is a VERY intelligent person, so this makes it even harder that he would have read this document, then tell me he perceived something different. I can share the language of this document with those who want more context to the situation.

My heart broke because I felt like the guy I was convinced of for 2 years was completely gone. This wasn't him. I didn't know the guy I was with anymore.

The orgy itself is not what bothers me. I am very explorative and sexually intense, though have decided that the relationship we have is by far more important to me than satisfying some of my kinks. What this is, is the fact that this appears to be someone who has severely suppressed his sexual tendencies (grew up Catholic) and has drug me along with him, manipulating and convincing me of an angelic vanilla guy that never described the details of this orgy, and would have never, ever said he enjoyed the things that I actually read in the document. Again, during our 5 our conflict nothing was resolved. He continued to play down my feelings, evidence, proof, questions and even at times made jokes. He expressed that it wasn't him, he didn't perceive the document in that way, and more arguments that were OPPOSITE from the extremely vanilla guy I've been convinced of vs an event that he once desired and maybe still does, because at this point I have NO idea what to believe.

Can anyone please objectively weigh in on this? I have been driving myself insane, especially today, and frequently throughout the past 2 years. But now I am just crushed that he won't accept, understand or admit that the document I read is entirely a different person than who he told me he was: even with all the texts, proof, evidence etc of VERY different statements and words. for example: some of the things HE says he is about sex, vs what is in the document.

I am a very open person, and this is something that I really need support/ help with. If I am the issue (as he severely wants me to believe right now) and you all also think the same, please let me know. Your insights will be incredibly valuable. Thank you.
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Should've been a single: DEVOLUTION or DREAMCATCHER
Previous winners of this award: DIE FOR YOU
Song that grew on me immediately: DEVOLUTION
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