2021.10.22 19:42 sparkchain The WSJ published the 2022 Activate Outlook with a giant section on crypto, and how alt coins will drive the next wave of innovation, largely because of gaming. Great read - link to the deck for more
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2021.10.22 19:42 RabbleRynn Sheldon is crafting a Spooky Standing Lamp!
2021.10.22 19:42 An0nym0use_1 Advice for being afraid of romance and General mental health.
I'm new to Reddit and my only exposure to it has been through listening to rShlash while at work. If there's a better place to pose this question please let me know!
I'm male in my mid 20's with just, not great mental health overall. I've had a string of relationships where I was either cheated on or my ex's would be dating a new guy within the week of our break up etc. I was always left with the thought of not being good enough.
Relationship 1 lasted a year and I was cheated on. Not much else to say because it was my first serious relationship as a teen.
Relationship 2 lasted 3 years where we lived together for the last year. Our bedroom life was normal until we moved in together. After that, she was cold and refused to even let me touch her for the entire year we lived together. Not even a hug. Any advances I made would be shot down and result in her yelling. It ended up that she was cheating on me with who I thought was a good friend and coworker of mine. It was claimed by a third party that he only befriended me and slept with my girlfriend as a form of revenge against me because of a minor work thing years prior.
Relationship 3 was a very passionate relationship. After Relationship 2 I was so pleased to have any intimacy that I had my red-tinted glasses on. It ended up that I was the one she was cheating on her deployed boyfriend with. When I found this out I gave her an ultimatum and you can guess where that went.
Relationship 4 I tried to take the opposite approach of number 3. I cultivated a strong friendship over a year before we took things to the next level. Within that same week, she cut things off saying she doesn't want long-distance as she was going to college in a month. She then started seeing a guy that same week and long-distance dating after she moved.
At this point I was filled with all sorts of feelings of betrayal, not being good enough, what do I keep doing wrong, and general worthlessness. It was at this point that I started feeling desperate for any affection which is why when girl 3 and her boyfriend split up that I decided against my better judgment to make a move.
The main event picks up here. She and I went out to a bar and got some drinks. We went to her place and she was sending me many signals. She was rubbing my thigh with her hand. After she got out of the shower she said I was stupid for not taking the hint and that the door was unlocked. We then head to her room where she drops her towel and asks for a message and I oblige. Here's where things get bad. I asked her if she remembered her safe word after all this time and she said yes. She was into something called consensual nonconsent (CNC). She always said I was never rough enough because it makes me feel slightly uncomfortable and I'm a gentle guy. Unfortunately, with feelings of ineptitude spiraling through my head and wanting to do better I did as she always asked and was generally rougher. Before any line is crossed she punches me directly in the face. She runs away crying claiming I was going to actually do the unthinkable. We talked it out as I'm trying to stop my bleeding nose with my shirt. She apologizes and said that she was just slightly startled and it triggered her past trauma which resulted in what it did. I still cry to this day about how I could have hurt or made somebody feel this way. I especially sympathize because I had a family member who had done things to me as a kid.
It's been three years and I haven't seen anybody. On top of my general disdain of romance due to the past and this last incident, I have avoided it like the plague. I'd like advice on how to get over this fear. It's led to many very awkward situations. In situations where I would normally want to engage, I find myself unable to. As it turns out many girls are not used to guys saying no. At best it has led to me hurting feelings. At worst it's led to being verbally assaulted, yelled at, and sworn at. Which only makes it worse. In one situation a 'friend' I had known for years said "It's no wonder you're always being cheated on" which was the nicest thing she said to me.
I keep doing things to improve my life but just feel unsatisfied. I got a good job. I started going to school. Planning to buy a house. I'm not doing terribly now but I'm afraid I may end up as a statistic in my 30s if I don't change.
On top of it, my best friend is sick and not expected to survive until his next birthday. Any and all advice, opinions, and takes on the situation are welcomed. Thanks for your time.
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2021.10.22 19:42 GrimeyKanto Just finished the campaign for the first time, and I’m not quite sure how I feel about it to be honest..
2021.10.22 19:42 Ender_Bacon Need options and opinions.
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2021.10.22 19:42 boomielike2zoomie Plumbing classes online or in person
I know that construction is a hands on field. I currently own a small company doing residential remodeling. I am considering taking classes in plumbing. Does anyone have experience with something like this?
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2021.10.22 19:42 mjavon Patch 1.11
2021.10.22 19:42 semiroadkil [USA-AZ] [W] SteamVR 2.0 Base Stations x2-3 [H] HTC SteamVR 1.0 Base Stations x2, PayPal
Looking to upgrade from 1.0 SteamVR base stations to 2.0 to accommodate my large play space. Would prefer to trade my two HTC Vive 1.0 SteamVR base stations (with mounts and power cables -- random wooden block is mine) for two 2.0 SteamVR base stations, either by Valve or HTC, plus some $$ on my end. If you're just looking to offload your 2.0 base stations, I'm also open to that.
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2021.10.22 19:42 Adhiraj7 Does CNN have a death wish?
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2021.10.22 19:42 shop-today-online Annecy billets avion pas cher sur internet
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2021.10.22 19:42 NEF_city Pretty irked they spelled it wrong, I bet they won’t even have s’mores
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2021.10.22 19:42 jookco Caroline Frances Cherry Death - Dead - Obituary News : Deputies ID woman found south of Las Cruces Click link to read full story.
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2021.10.22 19:42 CryptooGuide How And Where To Buy Meteorite.network (METEOR) - Step By Step Guide
2021.10.22 19:42 abstractlil My beautiful GSD. What do you think she's mixed with? It's always bugged me
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2021.10.22 19:42 Larseman7 Joey Handjobs
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2021.10.22 19:42 cpeezers Give Pillager Raid Captains a small chance to drop a goat horn
Pretty much just the title. When goat horns are added in, I think it would be an interesting tidbit of lore to show how they are able to blow there horns at the start of a raid. This makes so much sense, its either already planned or a huge missed opportunity if not.
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2021.10.22 19:42 TubaNathan Any tips on this solo? (Bpm 200)
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2021.10.22 19:42 Zeropucks2give How do I come about seeding weed grass? I want weeds.
I don’t think I’d ever ask this but yes I’d like to have weeds in a section of my lawn. Why?
I have 3 lanes of grass on the far side of my driveway that extends to the back. My neighbor would mow it just to keep it even with his stripes and I had no problem with it. I would seed it along with that area of his grass to keep it thick and nice. Until my lawnmower had problems for 3 weeks and I wasn’t able to mow my lawn. Somewhere in those weeks, the neighbor husband had back problems so he had the wife mow. She didn’t mow the 3 stripes so it got long. Like knee high long. The wife got onto the husband about those lanes of grass and he was still unable to mow.
So the wife mowed those lanes BARE. Like dirt and yellow grass. She killed my root system and that section is dead.
I want the fastest growing weed I could possibly get. I’ll seed just my 3 lanes but let nature do the rest. I still like the husband but fuck his wife.
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2021.10.22 19:42 HedoniteofSlaanesh I love how much flavour this game can sometimes have! The evil non-chaos factions can be quite funny
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2021.10.22 19:42 Mewpup Meadow Lake critiques/questions welcome
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2021.10.22 19:42 Distinct_Mix_9642 Should I buy a series x? I have a 360 s and of course it doesn’t have the newer games, but I also have a pic, but it doesn’t have much storage left
2021.10.22 19:42 Bitchimnasty69 Does anyone know what this is? Southwest Virginia, blue ridge area. (Sorry for the bad pictures, it was real windy)
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2021.10.22 19:42 Head-Willingness-603 Fiji water song
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